After 429 Days Since His Mother’s Death, Host Kang Hui Cries Out: Filial Piety Is Born of Regret
Kindness is born out of regret,After a long life, you gradually forget the cruelty of time, always thinking your parents will wait for you.
The world's good things are not permanent, clouds are fleeting, and glass shatters. A complete separation always brings regret in the future, and this regret is born of pain.
In his new book 'Equal Division,' Kang Hui said that after his mother's death, he couldn't see his mother for her last moments, searching for her way home, only to find himself an orphan.
Mother was seriously ill, but because of work reasons, he needed to travel abroad for a business trip, Kang Hui didn't know from where the obsession came from, he just felt that his mother would get through this year.
When he visited his mother, he knelt beside her and said, 'Mom, I'll definitely come back.'
Kang Hui was also anxious, fearing that life would disappoint him, regret might happen in a fleeting moment and be irrecoverable.
On November 15, 2018, at 7:15 a.m., Mom passed away.
Kang Hui was standing at the Beijing Capital Airport waiting for his departure.
Thirteen years ago, when his father was about to leave, he also rushed home in heavy snow to send his father off,
This time, he finally missed his mother's farewell.
After ten hours of flight, Kang Hui's eyes were still open, his mother's shadow flashed before his eyes, and when the pain was unbearable, he repeatedly hid in the bathroom to cry hysterically.
Over the years, he had little time to accompany his mother, and he heard his mother say the most frequently, 'You go busy yourself.'
Mother swallowed her unspoken thoughts and politely encouraged Kang Hui to focus on his career.
When his mother was no longer there, Kang Hui realized that over the years, he had not taken a single photo with his mother.
He wanted to go home, wanted to stay for a few more days to water the mother's flowers and eat a few more pieces of mother's braised beef, and listen to her complain for a few more times.
Kang Hui missed his mother, but time had passed.
'Kindness is born out of regret.' Like Shi Tiesheng, this 'desire for children to nurture and not to care for' is full of melancholy.
'Why can't my mother live for two more years? Why, at the time when her son was about to break away, she suddenly couldn't bear it?'
Initially, he thought time was the safest property, but in fact, it is the most cunning monster, always thinking of the future, and finally stood at the end of the relationship with his parents, unable to do anything.
As the lyrics say, 'If one day I become very rich, I will do everything possible to go back in time. Not to contribute to human ideals, but to say to her, I'm sorry.'
Parents point to separation
Adults have their own world, and family affection becomes something to be reminded of.
We start to get used to facing the chaos of life alone, neglecting to report good news to our parents and failing to report bad news, and we think this is the greatest kindness, but we forget that our parents have swallowed their pleas to let us focus on our careers.
When his mother was hospitalized, Kang Hui suddenly realized that his mother, who was always neat and tidy and used to categorize things, had many things in a mess.
Kang Hui realized that he had been negligent, when his mother was alone, she probably didn't have much heart to do these things.
As a child, they didn't say, and we naturally forgot that our parents were getting old and needed our care.
Zhang Quan Ling, as a journalist, would go to the homes of elderly people to interview, and she could smell the 'old man smell', which is what we call 'old man smell'.
She asked the hospital doctors, but didn't get an answer, and the solitary old grandmother gave her the most heartbreaking answer.
Children stay at home, and old grandmothers try their best not to bathe.
When the elderly are old, bathing is the most dangerous thing, afraid of causing them to hurt the children.
We grew up, and our parents watched us leave again and again, both happy and sad.
'This world's love all points to reunion, only parents' love points to separation.'
Busy upgrading and battling in the workplace, keenly perceiving the world, but we can't give our parents the most,
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