A Handhold for a Moment, but a Lifetime to Forget
Later I realized, it's not about exerting effort to love, but about enduring forever.
Sometimes distance isn't about disliking someone, but about being too deeply in love and feeling helpless. I don't want to wait with expectations only to be disappointed, so I pretend to be indifferent and walk away myself.
A handhold lasts only a moment, but it takes many years to forget.
You know me, and I know you, yet the bridge returns to itself, and the road returns to its path.
Some things you don't need to ask about now, and some people you'll never need to wait for.
Growing up, I finally learned that it's not about saying things will last forever, but about accepting that people will leave and tea will turn cold.
Which is lonelier? Living in your own world, nobody loves you; or loving someone in your heart but never being able to get close?
Later I realized, you don't deserve my devotion, and I wasted my efforts.
I once silently loved you with no hope.
You're still my weakness, but you're no longer my armor.
