You Left, Why Didn't You Format Everything About Us
You left, why didn't you take everything with you, why still leave me with the lingering memories; You left, why didn't you disappear from my mind; You left, why can I still feel your presence everywhere in my life; You left, why do I still have to wait for you in my memories; You left, could you completely leave, don't let me spend the rest of my life in the ocean of longing; You left, why can't I forget you, is it destined for me to lose a lifetime in love?
You left, I thought I wouldn't be sad, you left I thought you would take everything with you, but I realized you couldn't take anything away. Every time it's dark, it's just the remaining memories of you and me, I don't know why I would think of you when I'm lonely, someone said that longing for one person is too deep, that person will also know, do you know my daily and nightly thoughts for you?
You left, I thought it represented the end of everything, I didn't realize it was just the beginning of another dream, it wasn't a beautiful dream, but a nightmare of daily and nightly longing. Loving so deeply, loving so sincerely, still couldn't prevent you from gracefully turning away. I put my lifelong dreams on you, and you woke me up. If love is destined to end in separation, why can our meeting be so beautiful and cherished? I really miss you, but I can't have you again, I can't even look at you once.
You left, I thought our story was over, but I didn't realize that the stories of two people ended and began again. In the years you left, I cried, I laughed, I was tired, I was afraid, I endured, and finally I understood and changed, time took away many things, but also created many things, dwelling on the past is too bitter and painful, understanding makes me feel sorry for myself, perhaps after you left, I should become a foolish person, not knowing longing, not knowing concern, and not knowing the pain and exhaustion, how good it would be to forget everything.
You left, why didn't you format my memories, take away everything about you. I think of you, miss you, and worry about you, and I'm sad for you and cry for you, but I never take the initiative to contact you, not because I have nothing to say, but because I know you've left, those words are no longer appropriate, not because I'm too silly, but because I love you too much, because love is uncontrollable, everything in my mind is you, the endless longing is unsolvable, it's just that I escaped too late. Loving you was my initial reckless choice, leaving is your current decisive action. We're not wrong, the mistake is that the beginning was too beautiful and brilliant, and the end is so bad and distressing.
You left, do you know, the most regrettable thing in the world is that I miss you, but I can't tell you, I can only hide in a corner, quietly think, and silently cry. Do you know how painful it is to love and not be able to. You left, where are you now, far away from me, do you look back at me? If all love is like this, can the next time be a little gentler, if it's destined to leave, can you format everything between you and me.
