Capable of weathering storms, but vulnerable to the mundane; sailing together through storms, parting ways under clear skies.
I so want to cry, to cry out of helplessness, disappointment and grievance, but for so many years I have forgotten my crying voice, only silent tears. Not lashing out in pain necessarily means no feeling. Not demanding necessarily means no expectation. Not shedding tears necessarily means no scars. Not speaking necessarily means no inner voice. Perhaps vows and promises are still in your ears, but a turnabout is a permanent separation.
Sometimes, despite a heart like a knife cutting, you still wear a brilliant smile; despite being incredibly vulnerable, you appear so strong, tears rolling in your eyes, yet you tell everyone you're fine. Some names are locked within our hearts, unforgettable forever. You promised everything, but gave you nothing; I made no promises, but gave you my everything. Love is often ironic. Able to withstand storms, but vulnerable to the mundane. Storms sailed together, clear skies parted ways.
Saying goodbye is such a difficult movement, yet you must still perform it brilliantly, and we always stage heartbreaking scenes in departures, ultimately leaving a smile for others, and the tears at the turn are left for ourselves. I'm lost in the script, and the ending is alone, standing still, waiting for something that can't be returned - warmth.
Is there someone who you repeatedly tell yourself to give up, but ultimately can't let go? If your eyes hold starlit seas, but only have room for no one, then you deserve all the emotions you silently endure. It's the most agonizing to love but be unable to, and there are so many people in the world who love and can't be loved.

When you're disappointed by someone repeatedly, if you still hold onto hope for them, you're a fool. Facing someone who will never change for you, and you refuse to leave, you deserve to bear all the emotions yourself. It's agonizing to love and not be loved, and there are so many people in the world who love and can't be loved.
When you're disappointed by someone repeatedly, if you still hold onto hope for them, you're a fool. Facing someone who will never change for you, and you refuse to leave, you deserve all the emotions you silently endure. It's the most agonizing to love and not be loved, and there are so many people in the world who love and can't be loved.
When you're disappointed by someone repeatedly, if you still hold onto hope for them, you're a fool. Facing someone who will never change for you, and you refuse to leave, you deserve all the emotions you silently endure. It's the most agonizing to love and not be loved, and there are so many people in the world who love and can't be loved.
When you're disappointed by someone repeatedly, if you still hold onto hope for them, you're a fool. Facing someone who will never change for you, and you refuse to leave, you deserve all the emotions you silently endure. It's the most agonizing to love and not be loved, and there are so many people in the world who love and can't be loved.

When you're disappointed by someone repeatedly, if you still hold onto hope for them, you're a fool. Facing someone who will never change for you, and you refuse to leave, you deserve all the emotions you silently endure. It's the most agonizing to love and not be loved, and there are so many people in the world who love and can't be loved.
When you're disappointed by someone repeatedly, if you still hold onto hope for them, you're a fool. Facing someone who will never change for you, and you refuse to leave, you deserve all the emotions you silently endure. It's the most agonizing to love and not be loved, and there are so many people in the world who love and can't be loved.
When you're disappointed by someone repeatedly, if you still hold onto hope for them, you're a fool. Facing someone who will never change for you, and you refuse to leave, you deserve all the emotions you silently endure. It's the most agonizing to love and not be loved, and there are so many people in the world who love and can't be loved.
When you're disappointed by someone repeatedly, if you still hold onto hope for them, you're a fool. Facing someone who will never change for you, and you refuse to leave, you deserve all the emotions you silently endure. It's the most agonizing to love and not be loved, and there are so many people in the world who love and can't be loved.