Original Thoughts on the New Year
Time is like a galloping train, silently carrying us to the 'Spring Festival'. It's another day for family reunions; another opportunity to honor elders; another moment of transition; another time of ending the past; another beginning of a new start; another chance to restart. People come home from all corners of the country, eager to return to their 'home', to see their beloved family members who have been missed day and night. Everyone gathers together to chat, snack on nuts and candy, taste local specialties, and share stories, reflecting on the feelings of separation. Joy and harmony fill the air during the 'Spring Festival'. China's traditional 'Spring Festival' carries the culture of the 'Spring Festival', inherits the concept of filial piety between people, and also inherits the true meaning of 'love'.
This 'Spring Festival' will be another day of longing for, day after day, night after night. The approach of the 'Spring Festival' means a break from work, without work, would wander around and fiddle with things, eventually falling into the sorrow of separation. The number of days you've been apart will add a year; the days of your parting will add a year symbol. 'When will the heart rest in the world? Only a trace of longing' –'s poem reflects's current feelings of sorrow. Perhaps you are like, contemplating under a dim light and the moon; perhaps you are like, composing text, venting your longing. Many words cannot be said openly during the day, fearing you might misunderstand; many words cannot be expressed casually, worried that it might stir ripples in your calm heart and disturb your unchanging life. People are like this, when they love someone, they don't want to hurt the other person, just hoping they are happy every day!
Longing for you like being intoxicated and lost, but unwilling to disturb you rashly; paying attention to you like being drunk and dizzy, but not praising you hastily; thinking of you like being mad and crazy, but not saying it directly; fantasizing about you like being wild and unrestrained, but cannot tell you in person. In this lonely 'Spring Festival'; in this lonely 'Spring Festival'; in this 'Spring Festival' of longing; in this 'Spring Festival' of sorrow, give me a space; give me a time; give me a reason; give me an opportunity, let me freely express myself; let me freely talk; let me sincerely confess my love; let me express my feelings with emotion, give you a happy surprise gift; give you an incredibly exciting love story; give you a love that will be unforgettable for a lifetime; give you a sincere love song.
The noise and laughter in others' homes; my room is silent and empty; others' homes are filled with guests; my room is illuminated by a dim light and a lonely shadow. I'm used to a life without companionship; I'm used to the days you are gone; I'm used to the silent room; I'm used to a world without love. The 'Spring Festival' belongs to others' noise and laughter; it belongs to's tranquility; the 'Spring Festival' belongs to others' happiness; it belongs to's imagination; the 'Spring Festival' belongs to others' gatherings; it belongs to's longing; the 'Spring Festival' belongs to others' banter; it belongs to's contemplation. Everyone has their own choices; everyone has their own fate. chose you, and also chose loneliness, without regret, forever in my heart. As long as you are happier than me, that's enough…
