My Longing, Deep as the Autumn Waters

Seeing your like always brings me peace, knowing you're well. I'm filled with boundless joy.
Knowing you're following me, my heart is always warm. That gentle longing transcends oceans and mountains.
Yet, at night, the yearning is overwhelming. How can I strive to not be tormented by sleeplessness?

Especially in the mornings, I long for your 'good morning' message, only to find it absent – always feeling a touch melancholic.
I shouldn't steal another glance, shouldn't engage in endless chatter with you. But I do, couldn't help it.
I shouldn't be haunted by dreams of you, yet I am, repeatedly.
In the quiet of the night, the lights have dimmed, I desperately want to bother you, to hear your voice, to soothe my loneliness.
When you're alone, you inevitably find yourself drawn to my heart's desire – a chance encounter, a fleeting moment. But I yearn for us to be together forever!
I can't bear to forget you, I endlessly reminisce, fearing you'll forget me. So I keep bothering you, and the sight of your sweet reply always brings a smile to my face.
You are my endless longing, like a river of autumn, I want to love you for a thousand years!
