Happiness is an Illusion, Sadness is the Norm
I hope you don't tell our story to your next lover, and don't make up for the debts we owe to anyone, because no one deserves it. Later I learned to talk about the sky, deliberately not understanding any hints or explicit statements, watching people play the game while seeing through the schemes, I had no interest in anyone.
I smoked until I was disgusted, and no one took my cigarette and said 'be careful.' I always told people I drank ridiculously, but no one was annoyed and just asked me to drink less. I always told people my pain in the late night, but no one stayed with me until dawn, just looked down on me. I have nothing left.
If pursuing me is a foolish drama, that's okay, I'll just leave.
Do you know when it's the hardest to bear? When you transition from school to society, when you see people you like and others in relationships, when no one believes you, when you can't help your friends when they're in trouble, when you have to lie to the most important people when you're exhausted, when you've endured all of this, you'll become someone else, it's scary because of the unpredictable reality of human nature, money, power, suspicion, tricks, and hypocrisy...
——NetEase Cloud Music Hot Review 'Moon Arrow'
