Don't Stop, Head North
Fleeting clouds and morning dew, turning round and round.
Over the past year, chaotic, bustling, and disordered, lost in the current of time. At the crossroads of years, time slips by, affections change, and exhaustion silently passes without a sound until the winter and spring arrive.

Life is fleeting. Old years, old calendars, and old times bring only sighs.
Like a strong heart, withstand the late frost and the cold, ignoring the gaps and distortions seen in the mirror; aging and shadows, flowers flying across long distances, how much residual memories can one cherish, awakening with a start, only to find oneself drunk and without joy.

There are two 'I' within my soul – hatred, opposition.
One is warm, gentle, soft, and kind; the other is dark, lonely, and stubborn. One moment, a fleeting emotion floods over, followed by tears; the next, sarcasm and criticism, refusing to yield to reason.
For superficial, mindless interactions, empty pleasantries, and gradual distancing; seeing through hypocrisy, further withdrawal. Self-reflection and sudden changes; deep slumber and summoning. This does not prevent loving someone, being loved, and being an admirer; one can accompany wanderers and travelers, following rivers and mountains.
Time left behind—lost to many people, and reappearing with many others.
The past guests and the years are beautiful. If this year is not cherished, it may not be seen again next year. Accept joy and sorrow as gifts, and all pain and regret return to the sea of change.
Beneath fallen blossoms, there is both cold and warmth; worldly vicissitudes are commonplace.

Appreciate the dawn when the wind rises, carve raindrops at dusk.
Walked paths are never wasted, footprints are connected, all counted. Having endured a shattered lung and a torn heart, having survived a pain beyond bearing, unseen and unspoken suffering, treacherous difficulties and dark challenges, after a restart, and then rebirth.

Thank you, heart demons, for their chaotic, inverted, and conflicting guidance, for waking me up, for testing me, for making choices and safely passing each stage.
'It's not easy' – to myself, there is love in the remainder of my life, and understanding will come with living.