Lying in Bed for a Whole Day: My Reflections

Today, I disappeared for a whole day, and I lay in bed for a whole day.

Every girl, every month has a few days. The beginning of the month is my few days.

Because I often exercise, my body is very healthy, and I take medicine about once a year. But today, I was really in excruciating pain and didn't want to move.

I also want to be a person who can endure pain and still read, write, and work. But when this moment really arrived, I realized, no matter how much I tried to shift my attention, I still couldn't do it. Perhaps I was just making excuses for my own laziness today.

I finished my early morning cardio and then went back to sleep. Actually, I couldn't sleep at all. Guys may not understand the feeling of a girl's pain, but girls will definitely understand.

What was the feeling at that time?

Helpless, fragile, small, vulnerable, and utterly heartbroken. If I had known it would be so difficult, I would never have frozen so long in the freezing wind in my third year of college.

Harbin's early spring is no different from winter. For 'Kao Li Two' training, when my period came, I didn't take leave, just hoping to get my driver's license in one go early.

It was precisely because I was too strong and pushed myself too hard that those five days, I practiced driving at the driving school, didn't use warm packs, didn't drink hot water, my hands and feet were freezing, and I ended up with a chronic pain that would always cause pain when my period came,

I regret it.

If I had taken leave for three days before, I probably wouldn't have been so painful.

If I had used more warm packs and drunk more hot water, and taken better care of myself, I wouldn't have had periodic pain.

If…

But life has no ifs and buts, and there is no second chance. We can only move forward. Mistakes you've made in the past will gradually be paid off over time,

For example, if you are currently procrastinating and lazy, you may end up being mediocre;